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		<title>Chakra Rebalancing Grove Visit</title>
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		<description><![CDATA[In October 2007 I went to the Natural Health Show in Cardiff University student union.  I had not been before and found it a fascinating place.  While I was there I tried some 2 therapies.  One was a massage which I didn&#8217;t really connect with and frankly did nothing for me, and [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=llwynoges.wordpress.com&blog=3821979&post=11&subd=llwynoges&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><p>In October 2007 I went to the Natural Health Show in Cardiff University student union.  I had not been before and found it a fascinating place.  While I was there I tried some 2 therapies.  One was a massage which I didn&#8217;t really connect with and frankly did nothing for me, and the other was Chakra rebalancing.  This I did get something out of.  As the therapy began I found it easy to enter my grove.  Usually, when I do that, unlike in real life, my eyesight becomes as sharp as it was when I was little, but my hearing is usually deadened and I find it hard to hear.</p>
<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I enter my grove from the West.  As usual, I step into it from just outside, walking across dried leaves and damp crumbing acorn shells.  Once I enter it, it is like spring.  The light is bright.  It is warm and sunny.  I am wearing the blue periwinkle blue dress that I intend to make soon and also my blue boots.  I feel happy and relaxed.  I sit down in the middle and just enjoy the sun.</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">If I remember right, there is  a small silver fountain in my grove.  The droplets of water spray show rainbow in the sunlight.  I wash my hands and face in the water, then sit back down where I was and begin to make a daisy chain.</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Suddenly I realise I am not alone.  I feel like I am being watched and I am not sure how to react.  I try to gather up some bravery.  &#8220;Show yourself!&#8221;  Out from the shadows I wee a pair of orange glowing eyes.  Out pads a large grey wolf.  It paces over like a dog rather than stalking like a wolf.  It comes up and stands 2 metres in front of me.  I look at its paws and it does not look defensive.  I ask who it is &#8220;I am Carrow the she-wolf.&#8221;  She has come to keep me company and I may ask questions of her.  She also likes to enjoy the warmth of the sunlight and rolls in the grass.  I get up and spin around, starting to dance.  As I do I raise into the air and float.  I certainly didn&#8217;t expect that to happen!</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">As each of my chakra points were stimulated whilst in the grove that area would glow with a golden light which left a trail of shimmering dust as I moved.  Each time a new point was stimulated That would glow stronger, but the others didn&#8217;t fade by much.  I felt somehow powerful and energised.  Something was being triggered on the internal plane.</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">About half way thought the male druid guide who had been with me at the initiation arrived and came into the grove.  Carrow looked really happy to see him.  She bounded up and pounched on him, nearly knocking him over.  He patted her and they play fought and restled as if she was a family pet dog.  They played and caught up with gossip as they could both talk.  I was happy to see him too.  I found out that the man was called Bro&#8217;nairn.</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Eventually I was wrapped in golden light and walking above the ground.  I spun and as I did I rose higher and higher into the air, then floated back down to the ground, barely stirring the grass as I set foot upon the earth.</span></div>
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<div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Eventually the sun began to go in and Carrow and Bro&#8217;nairn decided to leave the grove.  I settled back down into the grass and closed my eyes.  The grove faded away.</span></div>
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		<title>Self Initiation</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 23:19:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I did my initiation right at the end of august this year. I had been waiting for what felt like the right moment. One afternoon, during one of the rare dry spells the sunlight through the windows at work was more golden that it had been in a long time. I had a warm feeling, [...]<img alt="" border="0" src="http://stats.wordpress.com/b.gif?host=llwynoges.wordpress.com&blog=3821979&post=10&subd=llwynoges&ref=&feed=1" />]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<div class='snap_preview'><br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="line-height:19px;font-size:13px;font-family:'Trebuchet MS';color:#333333;">I did my initiation right at the end of august this year.<span> </span>I had been waiting for what felt like the right moment.<span> </span>One afternoon, during one of the rare dry spells the sunlight through the windows at work was more golden that it had been in a long time.<span> </span>I had a warm feeling, like it was a sign.<span> </span>I left at a reasonable time for once instead of staying late.<span> </span>I hurried home, showed and scented myself with sweet floral smelling body butter because it made myself feel good.<span> </span>I then left the house, hit the motorway and headed off to a familiar in Pontypridd.<span> </span>I headed off the slip road, up the steep hill, up the narrow lane until I came to the top of the path.<span> </span>I had arrived at my destination – Pontypridd Common.<span> </span>I parked up and wandered over to the stones.<span> </span>Little had changed since last time I was there.<span> </span>I wandered down the snake pathway, seeing where the copse and longer grass had overgrown across the path by the stream near the cliff.<span> </span>It had been raining recently and rainwater from further up the hill had gathered and was actually flowing along the pathway of the stream – a rare site!</span></div>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">After familiarising myself with how the stones aligned with the directions for a while I felt ready to begin.<span> </span>The place was quiet with only a couple of dog walkers and most of them were heading down the pathway away from where I was, so I wouldn’t be bothering anybody.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">I began just before 8pm, standing at the beginning of the path between the sun and moon dials.<span> </span>The sun and full moon were equal in the sky, with the moon to the south and the setting sun behind me to the west.<span> </span>I went through the motions as instructed, but did not use my lighter for fire, as it felt inappropriate.<span> </span>I followed the instructions up to the end of the Druid’s prayer, walking around the three concentric circles of stones, then entered the central ring and climbed up onto the top of the rocking stone.<span> </span>I sat there with my knees drawn up to my chest.<span> </span>There my path-working began.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I saw my grove from above.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It was dark and velvet-backed blackthorn leaves shimmered in the moonlight.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">My view descended and I saw myself entering the grove.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It was a clear night, cloudless except for the occasional wisp and there were many stars shimmering like silver thread in the blanket of the sky.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I find that I am standing surrounded by trees.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It is dark but I can see a light ahead.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I walk forward through the trees and approach the light.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It is a bonfire burning in a clearing.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The fire is tall but and there is a light breeze but the fire does not threaten the trees.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I expect to see one person there, a druid, but I am surprised to see too.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">They look like they have been expecting me.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">They urge me to come over to them.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">There is one man, and one woman.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The man is white with dark hair, with piercing eyes and thick eyebrows.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He is nearly 6 foot tall and slender but strong.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He wears dark browns and greens and a wet-looking leather jacket with a hood underneath it.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The woman is shorter and darker.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">She has a plumper face and dark eyes.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Her black hair is plaited behind her in a long pony-tail.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">She wears a long dress and she is cooking something in a cauldron.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">She looks over and smiles, then carries on with what she is doing.</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">“Welcome,” we’ve been expecting you, says the man.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He doesn’t ask who I am.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He seems to know.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He shows me over to a log that is lying on the floor near the cauldron and I sit down.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The lady picks of the bowls from the end of the log I am sitting on and starts to dish out pottage for each of us.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We all sit down and eat a full bowl of the pottage – carrot, potato and turnip, but you can’t really taste the turnip in the broth.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Nothing is said.</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We sit for a while quietly and then I say, “Um, this is not really what I was expecting.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I thought we’d be beginning straight away.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Do you need me to do anything?”</span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">“We are waiting for a messenger.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We will begin after he comes,” he man said and smiled.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The woman grinned and gave a little chuckle.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Then she said something quietly to the man.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">She left us, saying that she was needed elsewhere.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The remaining druid sat for a little while longer, looking into the bonfire.</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The man gets up.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">“The messenger has arrived.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Wait for him here.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I shall meet with you afterwards,” he says, and them moves away into the trees.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I am left sitting on the log.</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">At this point I come out of my meditation.<span> </span>I feel curious but slightly irritated at being disturbed.<span> </span>An old man, a young man, a boy and a girl are walking in the park and are approaching the stones.<span> </span>The two men are talking about the stones, especially history about the rocking stone I am sitting on.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“Have you made the stone rock?” asks the older man.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“Not today,” I reply.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“It has been very busy here today.<span> </span>Lots of little people, elves.<span> </span>Have you seen any today?” he continues.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“No,” I reply and pause.<span> </span>He looks at me intently and I am not sure if he is serious or taking the mick.<span> </span>“Not today…” I continue, questioningly.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“That surprises me.<span> </span>I can see them.<span> </span>Have you seen them?”</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">“I don’t know what they look like,” I reply.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">He begins to describe them and how to see them, first like a distortion of the light, like looking through raindrops on a window when its raining, a slight shift in the air which creates a blur of form.<span> </span>He then described how some of them look.<span> </span>The ones around this circle are small and gangly, with large heads, chubby faces and long hooked noses.<span> </span>They wear hats that look like mushroom caps.<span> </span>“You won’t see them if you don’t try to see them, and you don’t have to look too hard.”</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">I hear a rustling behind me from the bushes.<span> </span>“I see,” I say and nod.<span> </span>I decide he’s serious, or at least that he seems to know something.<span> </span>I see a distortion like what he describes over by the South-East outer stone and I listen more intently.<span> </span>He continues to talk about the elves, and then moves onto talking about pixies, and their long ferocious teeth and claws, their snarling and “their almost cannibalistic biting”.<span> </span>They would think nothing of eating each other.<span> </span>The old man seemed to scare himself with that thought and started to mutter incoherently and he wandered off to catch up with the others.</p>
<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">I sit for a moment on the stone hugging my knees and thinking about what he said and trying to decide if he was insightful or bonkers.<span> </span>I decided that if he was mad, then it was in the best way and that he was actually quite insightful, and that he probably was the messenger that we had been waiting for, even though it wasn’t as I expected.<span> </span>The stone was hard.<span> </span>I made myself comfortable again and continued.</p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">This time it was dark and cool.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It takes me a moment for my eyes to get used to the light.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I am standing on stone and it looks like I am standing facing the rock-face of a cliff.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It is wet, shiny and worn smooth.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I realise I am not alone.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The male druid is there too.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He lights a torch on a stick and holds it aloft.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We are in a cave and not by a cliff at all.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It is a large cave and the ceiling is tall like in an auditorium.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The floor slopes gradually down into a pool.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">There are gemstones within the rock that light up iridescently with the light from the torch.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The ceiling is dotted with numerous mineral stones that light up like the night sky.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The druid explained that we were in the womb of the earth, a safe place and then asked me questions regarding my intent.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">Some of the questions were difficult to answer but he seems satisfied.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He also asks me if I wished to continue now or later as I am about to go into a time where I will be heavily distracted by the mundane.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I say I want to continue.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">He tells me things about my character as he leads me around and out of the cave.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We walk up a tunnel that sloped gently upwards.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The tunnel emerges from behind some rocks into the forest.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">We walk on a little further and return to the clearing of the grove.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The bonfire is dying down now.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The druid says goodbye and leaves me alone to contemplate my thoughts.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I sit and rest, warming myself near the embers.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I feel tired.</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I notice that a mouse is nearby, wandering around.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It looks like he’s looking for food.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">It approaches me, looks up and says, “I am like you.”</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I am surprised first of all that the mouse has spoken and also at the directness of the address.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I look to the side of me and notice a chunk of cooked carrot on the floor from the pottage from earlier.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I reach over, pick it up and give it to the mouse.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">The mouse takes it, examines it and holds it up triumphantly.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">“Life can be rewarding!” he says, and then scampers off with the carrot cube.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I feel pleased that I have made the mouse happy.</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;"> </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-style:italic;">I look into the smouldering ashes of the bonfire and doze off.</span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height:150%;color:#333333;">I return back to the stone circle.<span> </span>The rising full moon and the setting sun are equal in the sky and it is getting cool.<span> </span>I see distortions around me that look like they may be the elves the old man from earlier spoke about.<span> </span>I feel inspired by the mouse and feel really happy.<span> </span>“Life can be rewarding.”</p>
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